Thank you.

I wanted to take the time to stop and say thank you.  All three of you in one way or another showed how much you cared yesterday and today again as I went into the hospital.  I cannot express just how appreciative

 I am of it.

We don't tell many at all if and when things happen where I am concerned physically.  I'm not one who enjoys masses knowing 'what's wrong' with Me.  Not for prideful purposes but simply because I don't like to be handled with kid gloves nor do I enjoy pity.  I prefer to life My life as if I didn't have any physical ailments to the outside world and quietly handle them alone.  Well, not completely alone, but with very few who I can trust not to make a big deal of it.  I'm just obstinate like that.

It is with a truly sincere heart and slight snicker that I also tell you, I will most likely be all too involved in pestering you for the next two days.  I've slept all I can today to try to catch up and watched Dexter to try to stay busy (as I force Myself to sit).  I'm already truly bored though...  The one down side of having to adjust medicine and go through this is that My brain isn't completely clear for a few day either.  So long in depth and complicated discussions is a no go.  I simply can't concentrate on one thing for very long... ADD at it's best!!  

I don't expect you to drop everything and entertain Me so if you're busy when I send a random text or whatever, because I'm thinking of you, I'll not be all fibbledediggeted mad or anything.  I know you each have lives.  However, do expect them... lol.  do expect them.  I've already almost sent a few but then decided not to and deleted them.  LOL.... 

On a side note... please keep your fingers crossed that these meds work.. oh and that My nose ring heals back up.... I had to take it out when undergoing tests and because it's still new I had to 'poke' it back through today when we got home... can I say HoLYMUTHERFUKINHELL OUUCHHHH!!!  Now that I've had it in again a few hours I have now what seems to be a bump of infection around it (ugh like I need this).  I'm doing what they say to do to try to heal it though.   (and can I say, that's just Me... I go to the hospital with a heart problem and ultimately worry not about My heart or dying but My nose ring healing.  Why you ask?  Not because I'm shallow, heck no.  Just because I learned long ago not to worry over things I CAN NOT control... I can't control what My heart does or doesn't do.  I can't control when I will die, how, or why.  So I don't worry about it.  I CAN control, or well I hope to control, that this blasted thing heals and I don't have to remove it completely)

Ok this was supposed to be a short simply thank you blog and it's turned into this... oiii vey.  I really am bored.